Sunday, September 03, 2006

Sept. 3, 2006

Defense didn't go that well yesterday, i did something wrong so i had to edit my program again. luckily, i had help with my friend troy who helped my with my program. that problem was just three lines of code. one line per module in my C program. i submitted my project to sir and asked if i would have to defend again. so far, he hasn't replied to my email yet.

one more month and i will join the people under the status of "unemployed". hahaha! i still don't know what my plan is after college. my dad really, really wants me to go to hong kong and work there. because it's a better environment, better pay, and i'll learn much more there as compared working here in the philippines. no more reason also to stay here in this country to work.. hehe!

something that i've thought and maybe you guys would want to think about it: "people say that there is hope, but is there really hope? Or people just say that there is hope to give hope to those who have no hope". Just a philosophical statement that i've thought of :) i can't believe it! I'm becoming a philosophical nerd. it's so uncharacteristic of me. hahaha!

this week is a much better week compared to last week. so far, the only school work that i have to do is my php project. AJMA's website which is due this Thurs. I have to start soon so that I don't cram the project. But I hope that sir agloro and sir de vera would extend the deadline. haha!

last friday, we had a IT career talk. 4 companies went to the talk. Philippine Online, Accenture, Canon, and IBM. I like accenture's presentation and I like IBM because of the company's reputation. but i still think HP is better than Accenture and IBM. hehe! Hope that i can go to HP to work :)

Well, that's all for now :)

Friday, September 01, 2006

Long Time No Blog

It's been a long time time since I last wrote in my blog and, of course, so much has happened coz it has been 3 months (I think) since I last wrote here.. hehe! So, what's happening now? Been busy with so much school work lately. This week is a hell week for me. CS112 midterms and Ma22 long test #3 all in one day! And to add to that, my CS112 midterms started at 3:30 pm and ended at 4:30 pm. Then my ma22 long test started at 4:30 and ended at 6:00. Very tiring day for me. When I got home, I wanted to relax so I played dota with my friends online. But, that isn't the end of it all. Weds was my ma22 midterms. Boy! It was very, very, very hard!!! I really am amazed how math teachers think! They think of questions that are so complex that they want to make the lives of their students so miserable! It doesn't end there. Tomorrow, on the other hand, is my defense for my patches project in CS112. I have to review my code coz I forget it all already since a month has already passed! Haha! Good thing that my program works for both linux and windows. (Actually, I didn't check if it would work in Linux. hehe!) By the way, thanks guys (Pao, Neill, and JV) for helping me and teaching me C programming. Owe you guys one! :) Now, that's my academic life. Sounds boring. All study.. So boring.. Well, the other part of the life is also very boring. hehe!

Love life is a big fat zero. One thing to sum it all up with what happened between me and her is that "GIRLS = MAGULO". Ever thought that there was this person that you met and you developed a great relationship (but she didn't become my GF. Something close to that, but she was never my girlfriend) and in the end, because of some reason that I find very shallow, she ends everything. Our relationship was already very complicated from the start (much problems and stuff), but I always thought that we would surpass them all. But I was wrong. To be honest, I really thought it was her already; but, I was wrong. There was a time during my freshman year in college that my friend tried that tarot card on me. I can still remember her visions of my future. It was so scary because she barely knew me because it was just 3 months since we started studying in Ateneo. What she said about my past was correct! I was stunned. Then she told me my "future". She told me that in the future, I would meet a certain girl. But don't be serious with that girl because she will just break your heart. You don't have much success with girls, but in the end, you'll eventually find the right woman. I don't know why, but what my friend told me about my future, I never forgot it. I don't know why. I thought the girl that would break my heart was the girl before "her", but I was wrong. I think the girl that will break my heart, was really her. Sad. Well, it's time to move on. Past is past, let's not dwell on the past, as my ym status said the other night ago. It's so sad that all the hopes, dreams, everything faded away at once. There are times, I admit, that I regret everything that has happened between us. Sometimes I wish that we didn't meet at all. Well, life goes on. There are lots of others out there. She isn't the only girl in the world.. Hehe!
Enough of that. No more crying over spilled milk. That's all for today :) hehe!